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Name// Chai Xuan Hui

Status// Single 

Birthday// 27.02.1990

Zodic// Pisceans

Hometown//  Angel Kingdom

Interest// cRap and lamE aRound, eAting moSt of dA timE, slEEp uP tO 15 hOurs, suRfing nEt, sTarE inTo blAnk aNd fA dAi *_*, gAminG, rEadIn mAngAs, wAtcHing aNimE, chAt oN thE pHone, tAlk cOck wIth fRenz, dOinG weBBie stuFF, liSten tO muSic 

Schools// jUrOng cHrIstIan cHuRch (1995 - 1996 ) === rUlAng pRimAry sChooL (1997 - 2002 ) === yUaN cHing sEcOndAry sChool ( 2003 - 2006 )

Msn.Friendster// fushigiyuugi52@hotmail.com

aBout mE//

eePs! =.= oKayz! bAsCiaLLy iM a hUman with 2 eArs, oNe mouth, four eyes and 2 personality.

i can be MEAN if i wanna to and real KIND if i wanna to. so you can say i have split personality bahx!

*-*-*-*- i vErY hAppY gO luCky dE wOr!! :p nO matter strangers or freko talk to me hor, i will also talk to them de. cOz like my fren say, iM a OutgoIng and cHeerfUl gUrl. nOthiNg reAlly boThers mE eveN wHen enD of thE woRld. sO caRefRee de. bUt thEres only oNe thIng Im comPletely deFeated. >< Love >< oH weLL, i gUess thAt the weAk pOint oF mINE.

-*-*-* ePz, dUnnO leHx i LovE to dAncE bUT dUn rEallY hAve thE bLArdY stAminA. gEex. =.= hOhO, aNd aLso tOO paIseh tO dAnCe liaOz!! i also dUnno hOW to dOLL myseLF uP dE. :p buT i sTill fInd tShirt aNd shOrt thE bEst. LOL.

-*-* i wIll sHout aND lAugh LikE sIao iN thE miDdle oF nO whEre. i tHink i gOt mS aNg+ms kAur viRus liAoz. lOl. i tRy tO conTrol mY lAnguAgez nOWaDaes lE coZ ex sAy nOt gD for a gEr to bE so vUlgUR. buT sErioUSly, i guEss the wOrst vulguRites i eVer ScOld iS !@#$ bAhx. rEst iS tyPe tyPE but duN dAre tO scoLd dE. sO wErid. =.= bUt hOR sWeet guRl beSt liAoz. hE mAde aN eFFort tO cHange mE sO i mUS not gU fU him! i wIll cHange de! :p

-*-*-* iM a pIsCeAn bOrN on thE dAte oF 27 fEb mAhx... sO i sUre caRRy sOme pIscEan's nAtuRe. iM a dReAm guRl. gEex. rEaL dReAmy, eMotIonAl, sEnsEtiVe, sPiRiTuAl, cReAtivE bAhx. mY sIxth sEnsE anD fEElin aLso coRrect dE bUt sOME timEs iS i tHINk tOO muCh liAoz! >.< iM dAmn sEnsEtiVe and eMotiOnal lORz... bUt hOr dUnno hOW to sAy lEhx.. sOme sTuff UpsEt mE veRy EasilY but i VEry fAst fOrgEt liAoz.lOl!! vEry dReAmy tOO... lOvRz tHe fAntAsy aNd dReAmz bUt nOT rEaLity. bEing wIth hIm iS a wonderFul DreAmz aNd nV waNNA wAke uP fRom bUt ivE goTta! >.< sobx!!

-*-*- iM hAvinG a sHorT tErM mEmoRy! dUnnO wHy lEhx... sEc 1 jIu lidDat liAoz. bUT duNNO whY eveN likE thAt sTill cAn pAss mY exAmS. siBei tYco lEhx. eEps.. gAve mE a cReeP.

-*-*- sOmetImes i loVe tO fA xiAo jIe pI qI bUt hOR hEng Arz nOW littLe bIT lIAoz cOz ppL mE mAtuRe lIaoz mazh!! wahahah!! jOkIng baxZ!! eVerytIme aNgrY pEopLE hoR noT moRe dEn 1 mInuTe sO hoR i gOt aNgRy liKE no AngRy liDdat. sInce itz thE moSt 1 Min i angry fOr wAd sIA. wAste mY tiME! sO u sEldOm seE mY mAdz Wor! bUT hOR, i gEt bulliEd bY thIs oR rAther iS i bullY pEople. LOL. pAisEh Arx. :p

*-*-*- Im A gUrlz wHo lIke tO crAp n cOck arOUnd dE. sOmetimEs enD uP pissiNg pEople oFF lOl. dUnno wHy, rEcentlY i lurVe to Give pEople aTittuDe. buT hoRx hEng hEng noW no mORe liAoz. hOhOz!

-*-*-*-*- BHP pArtZ : iM cUte aNd sWeet Wor!! (Puke pUke pUke! * thRow banana Eggz )

ivE bEEn thRu lOtz oF stUpid sTuff aNd aLWays pAss iT de. bUt thIS tIme iM faciNg a bLArdy hUge pRoblemz >< lOve ><

-*-*-* i lOuve tO eaT eAt Eat aNd Slp sLP sLP! sO yoU cAn cAll mE a pIg! bUT duNNO whY, nOW thE moRe i Eat thE moRe sKinner I am! gAwd iM oNly 46kG nOW. =.= wInd bLow sUre FLOOO =.=

*-*-* i cAn sLeep uP to 15 hRs pEr dAyz aNd cAn liVe oN wiThouT fOOd aND waTer mAxiMum 5 dAyz. coZ mE bo LiAoz mAhz. gO trY hOW long cAn i Last and Get mYself So huNgry and Sick by The enD of thE 5th dAy. =.= buT iF i reAlly shI liAn hoR, mOnthS alSo bo tAi ji. soBx!!!

-*-*-* mE vEry eMotiOnaL de. dUn See mE stRong StrOng de bUt i dO crY aT tiME. bO biAn, tOO much wAter iN the boDy muS remOve mAhx. iF noT diE of hyDraTion. hAix. hOW to sAy? cAn sAe thAt iM a FailuRe and aLso WinnEr iN lovE bAhx. tHE onLY lOve Problem i eNcoUnter woRst iS whEn iM in 14 yRs olD (noW loRz) rEallY suX maN! aLL my fAult! dUnnO how tO trEasUrE. hAix!

-*-*-* sOmetIme i tHink i oVer sEnsEtiVe lE... tHis mAke mE sO sAd.. hAix.. i sEnsetive oVer Small thIngy... aNd aLways mAke a MEss dE... bUT oNce aGAin, hE gEt rId oF mY thIs bAd hAbIT le! bUt sUreLy hOr.. i wIll aLso sEnseTive a littlE or sO dE mAhx... thAt a gUrl's nAture aNd wAd More... Im a fIshy!! pIscEanz mAhx!!! kAox! hoW to blAme mE! =.= moTher wAn tO pOO mE oUT on the mOnth oF pisCeAn i aLso bO biAn mAhx. zZzz. ^^

-*-*-*-*- crAvE foR anime aND kAwaII stuff! dUn sEe Im jUS 14 yR oLd, i lovE to gO Into Toy-R-Us fOr noThing =.= sEE cuTe stUff bRightEn mY dAyz! lOve tO coLLect biG pIg and Dog bUt too BrokE to bUy anY!

-*-*-* pEopLE cAll mE toMboY and aLso a gEr. sO i dunNO if iReally toMboI anOt? once iN pRi6 i dUnno wHy spEcialLY anti-gurLz and eVen seT uP a club. =.= gEex im lAme! tHat whY nOw sTill cAnt reAlly gEt wEll with gErx. im oF a mORe dAring tYpE de! sO hoR mIx wEll wiTh my oTher bOyfRenx rAther dEn gUrlfrEn. bUt noW iM stArting tO accEpt guRl lIAoz. gEEx iM a guRl and I goTTA bE pRoud oF it mAhx!

-*-*-*- iM cuRRentLy siAo liAoz coZ oF Him i dUnno hOW shOuld i hanDle sTuff!! luCkily I goT thOSe Pig dOg fRen to pEi mE thrU the hEll liFe im In. ^^

-*-*-* cAn gAme uP to 35 Hrz pEr dAy bUT nX day wilL slEeP likE piG so itz liKE i wAsTEd 3 dAys oF my LIFe. sObx!!

i aLso lOve tO chAt on thE pHonE de! bE it guRl of bOyz alSo can bUT hor, im AlwaYS bOOked wIth pHonE cAlls! geex. mY hoUseline liKE hoTlinE liddAtz. =.=

reCentlY lovE to wAtch gUrl gUrl movIE. so rEalistic and Cute and cOOl. ^^ bUT hoR, iZ alL pIrAted dE! dUn tEll poliCe hOr. nO movIe foR rEal mOvie mahX. kAoZ! $6.50 to $8 sOOO eXpenSive. cAn bUy duNNo hOW maNy fOOD and 5 rOunds dDR aND 2 tRip oF tAxi fRm my hOuse to Jp.

-*-*- oh! i gotTa a vEry bAd hAbit. cAn sAy i spEnd mOney likE no bODy pRoblEm liDdat! i stAy aT tAmAn jURong S11 there, i take cab to JP. =.= my eX caLL me mAd! i gUess i reAlly goTTa woRk hArd on thIS le!!

loVe tO hAng aRound JP aRcarDe anD sEldoM gO toWn de. bUt nOW rEceNtly nv gO jP liAoz. fRen jIo mE gO alSo duN wan lE. sCareD will sEE hIm thEre mAhx. sOmemoRe thAt plAce soo Many mEmories. gAwd. =.=

-*-* hMMz. mY frEnw evErytiME got lOve pRoblEm oR fRen ProblEm kEEp fInd mE dE. >.< rEcEntly juS goT kAiWen pRobleM fIx and hUixIang luV thiNgy sOlve. hAix! i gOt pRoblEm wHo cAn i ConfRont tO siA? mY blogBlog loRz!

-*-* rEcEntly ive bEcome mORe dEspo fOr gurl liAoz! LOL!!! jOkiNG! duNNo lEhx. i rAther lIke a gEr deN a gUy aS i wIll fEEl littlE paiN buT hoR liDdat how I cHuan zHong jIE dAi? sO liKE boI bEtterZ. :p bUt alThoUgh iM sIngLe nOW, i gUEss i wiLL nOt aCceptZ anyoNE coZ mY minD stIll goT hIm.sobx haAhz. i gUess hE cHanGe mE aLot lE bAhx! thAnk yOu xIao eVil kUn!

-*-* i cAn sOlVe ppL pRoblEm bUT not miNe. dUnnO WhYz lEhx. so weRid dE. i wiSh to gEt mY oWn dAmn bLArdy pRoblem soLve. iTz hURting mE 4eVA. gEEx. fOr cHris sAke, wHen cAn i sOlve IT?

i aLso lOVe tO mAke pEoplE hAppy eSpecIally mY cloSe onE bAhx. ^^ sO sMilE smIle okAyz? dUn sAd sAd lE woR iF not nOT pReetY or shUAi lE woRz!! ^^

lAst bUt nOT leaSt.. i wIll OnlY reGrEt oNly i loSe iT. hOpe yOu gUys nOT liKE mE. iTz bEri mIsErAble coZ iM gOing tHroUgh nOw. >.<

wEll Well.. cHeeRfUl + lAme + eMotiOnal + cRap + fUnny + *cute* + sUnsHine + dEvotEd sUms up mY cHarActerz bAhz!!

   [F]  [R]  [I]  [E]  [N]  [D]  [S]

100% :: Eric

90%  ::  Ying, Venice, Rui

80%  :: Gayz fRenz! nOrman, stEven, rAymond, taekwondo freNz,  Manjeeta, Nikita, MaRui, Sam 

70%  :: Kai wEnz, mEilIng, vIgnEsh, hElmi, nAzrul, lizann, YvOnne, jAke,  fElix's grOup oF frEnz, pei yi , cheryl, brenda, andrea

60%  ::  rEst oF guRls & boyz fRom mY clAss, aLfonEse, fRank, cHen wEE, pRimaRy scH fRenZ

50% - 40%  ::  tHosE who i leFt oUtz

30% - 10%  ::  nOnez

 

 

 

("d) 01.03.2004 - 31.03.2004 (d")

("d) 01.04.2004 - 30.04.2004 (d")

("d) 01.05.2004 - 31.05.2004 (d")

("d) 01.06.2004 - 30.06.2004 (d")



("v) Jake's BlogBlog (v")

("v) Yingz's BlogBlog (v")

("v) Gina's BlogBlog (v")

("v) Carol's BlogBlog (v")

("v) Lightning's BlogBog (v")

("v) Jason's BlogBlog (v")

("v) Chee Kai's BlogBlog (v")

("v) Michelle's Diary (v")

("v) Kitt's Diary (v")

("v) Raymond's Diary (v")

 

>>  wIsH liSt

("o) Eric (o")  << nEveR wIll I geT! sObx >.<

("o) new spec (o")

("o) contact lens (o")

("o) playstation 2 (o")

("o)  x-box (o")

("o) new clothes (o")

("o) new pants (o")

("o) love punch (o")

("o) rebonding hair (o")

("o) money $_$ (o")

 

-*-     rEgRTfuL LiSt     -*-

("z) stEaD wiTh yH (z")

("z) eScApe fRom reAlity (z")

("z) hUrt aNd nv tReAsUre eRic (z")

("z) sPendiNg 50 bUckz on maNgAs (z")

("z) dId rEal bAd fOr exAmz (z")

("z) rEboNd mY hAir (z")

 

 ("p) dEsktOp of thE mOnth (p")

 

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kaiyosei.net

 Monday, August 30, 2004

sO sAd mAn... al l those previous post has caused misunderstanding to me n my stead now... he thinking that i was sub him as Eric. wtf? haix.. i tried to tell him im not.. but he seems cant being convince by it.... i dun wanna this kind of sad thing happen kay... haix.. i really love Qiu Shan and i never think of Eric when i was with qs.. i dun even think of Eric le... Qs is the key to make me forget Eric n stuff.... and i realli love him de.. Qs Qs... ni zhi dao mahx.... i really love u de... >.<~~ why u dun believe me... u sad i more sad... haix.... =( anyway.. i love u!


xuanxuan bang off at 5:45 PM

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oN 25/6/2004, a g3r fiNally wAs +ogEther wIth dA b0y. +hIngs woRk oUt kiNda smOotH. +hEy aCcePt eAch oTher mIstaKe and s+Uffz. +hEy aRe vEry hAppi aLl dA lOng. +hE g3r wIll bE moRe qIan jIu wHilE +he bOy sHows hiS luRve aND kIndnEss tO +he g3r wHich wIn hEr hEart. +hE kaWaii g3r luRve +hE bOy aLot aLot. hOping +haT thE boY alSo wiLL. sH3 is noW waIting fOR 10/09/2003 +o cOme aS i+ wIll bE a sPeciAl dAy. lEts giVe oUR hAppiNess to thEm bAhx! hOpe +heY laSt foRevEr. ("v") xuAn <<--------->> qiU shAn ("v")


xuanxuan bang off at 5:45 PM

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Saturday, June 19, 2004

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xuanxuan bang off at 3:38 PM

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today wad date le arx? forgot liaoz. lol. :p dunno why lehx. recently i slept so late den woke up so early. =.= dying liaoz. hmmx.. i like miss out 2 post lehx... one day is with chris one day with liangz. lol. hmmx... k bahx b bahx.. write it down better.. if not old like forgot liao still can refer to it. LOL.

ehx... i guess after i pei liang whole dae de nx dae if i go out with chris ar? lame lor chris. idiot lex he. early in the morning 9.30 am called me n ask me go out with him. sae wanna gai gai. kaoz. boy boy still wan to gai. =.= den bo bian lor. ppl my senior lehx. christopher senpai lehx. wad to do sia. zzz den i go jurong east with him bahx. wah kaoz.. u know wad ar.. this chris abit like eric lehx. siao siao de. frm my house wanna to walk all the way to JURONG EAST. =.= coz we live same district mahx... his block is 180 my one 183 mahx.. den he come my hse downstair wait for me lor..

haix... walk all the way to jurong east. =.= walk until leg blister still dunno... =.= den keep like pain pain de... hmm.. its not under the leg lehx... its between the toes. =.= LOL. den hor... we reach jurong east le... we walked abt 1 hr plus mahx... zzz so lan! ppl eric walked 45 mins frm his house. lol. den we reached jurong east. we go arcarde play POP n MUSIC. kaoz. i asked chris play mahx.. den he so lan. waste my token. =.= unlike eric kun.. so li hai... haix.. sad sad. oh well nvm. hmm den wad.. we buy movie ticket lor. kaox.!!! we buy liaoz den walk off. i took the change liaoz den walk off.. i forgot the ticket. =.= den i blame it on chris. den he blame it on me. its like blaming each other all the way to ice skaing. den we stopped. we watch around the world in 80 days by jackie chan. =.=

we went into the ice skating there lor.. kaoz. so tempted... but too bad. we nv went inside play. hahax. den we sit down there eat maggie by uncle. kaox. 2.20! shld be 2 dollar. zzz eggie now he also count money le. =.= haix.. inside all noobs lehx.LOL. nice to play sia. go inside chiong. hahaz. but too bad. nv bring any hockey boots. haix. so sad. so long nv play. sure unstable le. chris told me he ytd (tt dae de ytd) he played with his frens. den all fall down. too long nv play. he sae he also cant chiong liaox. sob sob. haix.

he promised to play with me n his frenw n my frenw tis coming monday. he treat me some more. so looking forward to it. hoho! ^^ den we watch movie lor. he told me tt theatre 2-3 got ghost behind de... but hor see so many ppl ghost also dun dare to come le. ^^ i guess overall is like tt bahx. i go play gb with my junior liaoz. keep asking me pei him. ppl still primary sch mahx. bobian. cannot blame. lol!

and one thing. eric ar... i.. aiya nvm. haix

ruben san ke siao liaoz. suddenly ask me for stead. =.= filled u with details later. bb

ciaoz!

xuanxuan bang off at 11:02 AM

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Thursday, June 17, 2004

-*- oUr loVe shAll bE aLL buRRied iNto a coNtaInEr aNd lEt iT gO iN thE ocEan... aS aN oCeaN wIll cLEaNsEs aNd sCaTteRed oUr loVes fAr fAr awAY tO tHe oTheRs sIde oF thE eArtH wHerE wE wILL nEvEr rEaCh aGaIn -*-

-*- iF eVer oNe dAy oUr cOntAinEr oF loVes fLoaT bAck tO uS.. lEt uS bE toGethEr aGaIn... iF iT nEvEr aNd nEvEr... lEt iT gO anD mAy iT bE aS wE wErE nEvEr mEaNt tO bE tOgEthEr aGaIn -*-

-*- tHe teArs iVe sHEad foR yOu.. tHe pAin iVe eXpEriEncE coZ yOu... iZ aLL gOnE.. iT wIll bE noThinG bUt jUz a sWeeT aNd pEaCefUl mEmoRies. mEmoRies tHaT liEs wIll nOt bE foRgoTtEn. iN fAct iTz tHe bEst oF aLL. bEcAusE mEmoRiz iZ thE onLy thIn yOu wOnt bE aFrAid tO loSe aS iT wIll aLwaYs sTays iN yoU thRougHouT the dAys yOu hAve liVed -*-

xuanxuan bang off at 10:01 PM

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.... =.= ..... =.= ...... =.= ...... =.=|||


yO peepS. look at this.

xiao^evil: courage - 0%, ?? - 100%, hope - 0%, regret -100%, disappointment - 100% pathetic haha says:

>> wIthoUt yOu... iM laCk oF vItAmiN L <<<< -------------- dun wait 4 mi liao
>> i tell u, even i dun like ani1 in tis world, even if i onli LOVE u in tis world
>> it impossible u hav choose him 1st liao
>> n tt cant be change
>> even i was been force to be single
>> it impossible liao
>> juz be frenz

gEex. gd lor. liddat sae. fine fine. =.= over jiu over. heck liaoz. haix.
yO eric yO. siliang told me to wait for u but i guess nvm liaoz. i guess i took everyone advice.
i GAVE UP. got it? over liaoz. n with those sentences, i bid goodbye to our memories and our love.

-*- oUr loVe shAll bE aLL buRRied iNto a coNtaInEr aNd lEt iT gO iN thE ocEan... aS aN oCeaN wIll cLEaNsEs aNd sCaTteRed oUr loVes fAr fAr awAY tO tHe oTheRs sIde oF thE eArtH wHerE wE wILL nEvEr rEaCh aGaIn -*-


-*- 23 days -*-

xuanxuan bang off at 12:00 AM

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Wednesday, June 16, 2004

o.O ytd aRz.. i guess best le lo... also dunno why lehx. ytd i go out with my mum, aunt, maid, grandma.

can u believe it? we went all the way to ROBINSON jus to buy some blardy BRAS for me. =.= i rather stay at home lehx.

but also dunno why lehx... i actually follow them. without any grumble. lol. ive been such a sweet gurl!! :P :p :p

hMM.... den in the end i jus buy 2 of em lor... zzz both cost 60 plus liaoz. kaoz. so expensive.

den my mum say this kind of stuff cannot safe de. =.= hmm.. you dao li. LOL

den hor... i very stupid lor. i go find for the wad JUE SHI HAO BRA lehx. cannot find. infact also dunno wad damn brand izzit. LOL. den in the end i found NAMI NAMI bra.

guess how much it iz? $84 for one piece. GAWD. its like daylight robbery. KAOZ!!!

my mum insist of askin me test.

den when i come out hor.. i realize i more BUSTY liaoz. coz all =.= theres alot hell of sponge! eeee... so er de lehx. den dun wan.

den hor... Nami make me tink of Normy. den i keep luffing all the hell way. LOL.

den we went to dunno where. very high class place lehx... kaoz..

downstair is shopping mall... upstair is all ppls flats. zzz so many ang mo and jap. the place some where at river vally.

we went there to eat Jack Place.

i ordered a Set of chicken thingy. comes with a chicken broth. den dunno wad mushroom was tt.

den.... sadly.... i finally think of him...

at gelare... i ordered chicken treat... peach smoothie... macadimia nuts... all he help me pay... den he help me do a waffle.. so sweet. so nice... ^^ den i sit at the couple sit.. but too bad he was working so he was able to sit with me awhile.

so nice rite? but.. its all like dream. hahaz. nvm lahz..


ytd.... eric finally unblock me in msn... he tok to me.. .saying he still like me.... saying tt he cant get over yh stuff no matter wad... he like ask me give up...

at tt time.. i felt so happy n sad too.. happy coz... i nv misjudged him.. nv bai bai wait for him.. sad coz.. he like dun wan me le.... eric kun... i know with me u have been suffering alot.... i dunno which path should i tak.. should i wait or let go... but let go u will be better i will de... but... i also wan to wait... so very blur now..

thanks for ytd... u give me hope again... i will nv regreted telling all my frens that im still loving you n waiting for you... always....


*-* 22 days -*-


xuanxuan bang off at 12:46 PM

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

My Mood 




ahhz! this is totally crap. jus woke up not long ago becoz of NOISE POLLUTION.

i lived on the 18th floor which is the HIGHEST.

and there's a blardy construction workin on the ROOFTOP.

wad the blardy hell they wanna to do to rooftop.

not as if they wanna to build a pool down there.

gawd! i flip here roll here somemore use ear plug also no use. its like..

DOOO DOOOO DOOO

kaoz! so loud sommore.

haix. den now lehx it stopped liaoz.

i slp they do lahz. i no slp they stop lahx.

are they picking on me?!

geex.. haiz. dun complain liaoz.

go play games le! ciaoz!

xuanxuan bang off at 10:46 AM

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Monday, June 14, 2004

hMMx... stupid concillor.. make me lose my voice. kaox. haix. very tired very tired.... sobx... dunno le lahx. keep thinking of him. itz getting sick. haix. oh well. dun tok too much le.. i go rest liaoz. ciaoz.

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wah diaoz! i jus known a guy from gb. he so called become my counseller. he wanna to know wad happen to me n eric. but den lehx i sae half way he was like interrupting n make conclusion liaoz. =.= den hor onli say little i bth le. i ask him see blog. den he told me how holy how saint he is. gawd. i have a weird counsellor. geex. he told me he solve gurl problem. who the blardy is he facing? not mary not allen . its xuan hui. got it? its me! not other holy creatures. and get the facts b4 u jump into conclusion. geex. haix.

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wAh!!! hair all drop liaoz. hAiz!!! i guess i transfer all my frenster profile into blog ar.. bo liaoz ritE? lOl.

nOw wan to learn new thing... its Animated Text Script.

gawd. ive figuring out how to do. den hor so suey suey need to have table form if not mus put tag n surround them lor. but den i still dun get it. i delete the table n put tag still no effect. den i put table got effect. but blardy my blog no table one. so how to do. =.= i intend to but the animated thingy onto the Dates lorz. look nicer mahx. but den. i still dunno how. haix. i forever so dumb. sob!! >.<

come back later lorz. i go makan le..haiz.. if not mum scold again. ciaoz!

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aYez... yAwn!!! hAix! =.= jus pom pom finish...

slept at 6.30 am ... woke up at 11.35am... 5 hrs of sleep. gawd.. im dying x_x||||

hAhaz. so Hungry lehx... soBx nth to eatz. oh well, cant really get to sleep. yawn. hmmz.. jus now visit my blog hor... found out tt like missing something lehx... -.- but dunno wad izzit. oh well forget it. later den go thiNkz lorz. sobx. >.<

hAiz.. stupid eRic. aLL his fAult~!!~!!~

cLose my eyez den will think of him smiling sooo sWeetly ^^ beri kawaii de lehx. but hor... realize tt he will no longer smile to me like before le.. abit sad. haix.

if he be with chocolate gurl, hope that he can smile every minutes. human smile liaoz den look like human wad. no smile give gloomy face like me look like shit. so mus smile more!! ^^ :) hahaz.

although his smile is no longer for me... also doesnt matter mahx... i know he happy can liaoz. hoho. haix.. dunno how to say lehx.. so many things wanna to say but jus dunno how to say... dumb me... haix. oh well. nvm.

that freako is ignoring liaoz. geex.. maybe tt how he feel when i ignore him tt time. very painful lehx.. goMenx!! >.<|| but so wad sia? now he got ppl he like den ppl also like him, unlike me. so lonely without him. geex... haix! wO haO ke liAn!!!! T_T

he dun even wan to reply my sms liaoz. he also block me in msn liaoz. =.= am i realli tt irritating towards him? haiz i think yes bahx. ppl tired of you liaoz mahz. bo bian. dun blame him, blame me! sob. if i nv treat him liddat in the past, he also wont treat me liddat de. kaoz. how come cycle dun sound like cycle but sound like revenging. -.-

hahaz. dunno lehx... maybe he dun wan me to like him anymore liao lor.. den do until so jue... maybe he wan me to forgot him and find a better one... << all this is i think think only.. it will nv be real.

the real fact that i guess is :
1) he wan to forget me coz i bring him too much pain.
3) he dun like me dun love me anymore liaoz.
2) he wanna be with chocolate gurl as he like her.
3) he cant get over yanghui that why he liddat.
4) he wan a chuan zhen (pure) de ai qing. unlike ours, so complicated coz i stead with his cousin b4.
5) he wan to be able to tell the world or even whenever where he go, he will PROUDLY say, "This is my girlfriend"
6) he wan to be able to face everyone. friends, relatives or wadever.

hMmz... all the 6 points above make sense lehx... but... i dun realli wanna to belive that eric is that kind of person... maybe... i hurt him too much until his limit den bo bian liaoz. he buey tahan liaoz mahx... or maybe... he changed liaoz.. or changed in attitude towards me le. haiz...

eric arz... i now very blur... i dunno if u still like me anot... but i can still feel some saddness in you... haix... dunno lehx... maybe you dun like me liaoz.. maybe we really no chance liaoz.. but hor... haix.. suan liaoz. say also no use.

i go update something first lahz. and the stupid Naruto 85 is really damn long. half an hour 4%. =.= siao liaoz. lol. com siao le lahz!! i visit frenw blog site no music also. only my one got. geex.. they ming ming got put song mahx. haix!! nvm.

ciaoz!

-*-**-**- 21 days passes... im still loving you... -**-**-*-



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wah... finally... i get everything fixed... brain abit rusty liaoz... lolx... haix... now 6 in the morning.. wad a nice time. gawd... sun coming out liao i still haben sleep.. dnno y lehx.. dun feel tired at all.. only leg keep hurting.. sobx.. haix... i realize tt when im busy.. i dun realli think abt him.. zz but im not going to make myself busy in order to not think of him.. ahhx! oh great. im thinking of him again. geex. haix. he is ignoring me le. =.= haix.. im jus making myself more pathetic if i keep on bugging him.

cmon xuan hui! wtf r u thinking?!! ppl got gurl like liaoz mai liddat liao lahx! wake up lahz!!!! *strangle myself*

haiz.. i tink i better take a short rest.. later parents come in sure die... hoho... gd night or morning bahx... yawn.... haix. =.=


-*-* 21 days passes... and im still loving you... *-*-

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darn this blardy blogspot lor. totally mess my everything. i open my template n every was gone. i only retreive abit back lor. agrh! now got to redo every thing. bloody arse.

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hAix.. so sAd... sO huNgry... bUt nO mooD to eAt... daDdy juS coOked a bowl oF mAggiE foR mE.... nO moOD eAt... dRink 2 sPoonfUl of soup.. den dun wan le.. so wasteful... whole day only drink chocolate milk... haix.. shi lian so xin ku... damn! im 46kg liaoz.. i dun wan coz shi lian make me skinner. haix. so sad. so hungry =.= but wad to do? no mood eat. dun even feel like steping out of the room. haix. bo bian. hope tt can sleep earlier.. but i know i cant.. haix... wadda do.. haix! sAddness..

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eEpsss!!! =.= blardy friendster. forever so lag. geex... can they do sth abt it. finish updating my stuff den when save.. all itz gone. i tot everyting gone lehx.. den i keep refresh until it come out. scare me de lehx... haix! today spent my days like hell. do nothing, face the stupid com. my left leg and left hand super pain.. gonna break soon.. also dunno why. =.= haix. now is 12:32am i guess eric is conferencing or rather talking to his gurl gurl bahz. i tink i abit sot sot liaoz. =.= haix. wah.. si siaw wei.. suddenly msn me. "go back, lh needs you" lame!!! haix. "no point thinking of eric liaoz. over is over liao. no use thinking it over and over" haiz, you ppl sae it until so easy. but wan me do it so hard. haix.. sam ar, dun think of jialin le lahx... we both tong bing xiang lian! i understand how u feel. lol. haiz haiz haiz... si eric, block me in msn say he need rest. pi gu de lehx... =.= haix. i keep think of him again. xuan ar xuan.. how foolish can you be... people so happily down therel... dun ruin his happy life lah. haix.. suan le bahx.. haix.


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Sunday, June 13, 2004

Love really hurts... i know that i know that.... i am not ur rib at all.... maybe you will feel better if i realli leave you. but i dun wan to torture myself anymore le. i really had enuff le.. i cant pretend to be happy when i am not le! im not brave enough! i am not.i wanna to give u the best thing in the world... but i know i dun have the chance le. whenever when i think back the days we used to have, i will jus still down n started crying. jus now i jus open the An Jing's webbie.... it reminds me of everything. at ur house wad you n me told me... at gelare... at ddr... at my house... at a lot of places. i dunno why!! i jus cant let go!! i really very tired le. i wan to give up! but i cant!!! i dunno how to do it! i .... i.... ...... haix.... i need you.... i love you too much to let go... liying say, "how would someone who lived for only 14-18 years know about love? " i know i know! i know!!! im crying for you. the memories and stuff. it proves love. i dunno le... an jing lyric really very nice... very meaningful.. thinking that you love other gurl le.. i jus cant control le... i dun have the power to act happy le... my life is already in a mess... i jus wan to be with you again. but i know i cant le... you have already dirfted so far away me le... i will never be able to find you again.... 01/04/2004 till 24/05/2004 thank you. I swear that, thats the happiest moment in my life le. ^^ i can still remember that night when you come my house... we take photo together.. so happy.. i also can remember the 3rd time i meet you.. i went to tkd with u guys and you ask the soya bean uncle, " Uncle ar, still got soya bean anot? " "How much ar?" "add more sweet hor. like that den nicer mah" hahaz... so innocent.. so pure.. that day, i lose my spec. i left it on the ddr machine. kind o sam.. take it for me n help me keep it. tt day at 6++ i realize my spec is gone... i call eric and told him.. he tot i cry... he hurry run up n find me n ask me dun cry.. how he know.. i was laughing when i saw him so anxious.. he was like "dot.." den suddenly, people started running, he was like " oh shit! den hurri run down n run and before he left... he told me " u stay here ar dun anyhow run got problem find me. " and i will also never forget the day we first kissed. so unexpected... hahaz.. nice memories.. but it jus bring pain... hahaz... eric... no matter wad i say.. no matter how u think... dun doubt my love for you le.. itz true tat im really love you alot le... i wish to have the chance... to say I love you again.... but.. itz jus a wish... a bu ke neng de wish....

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Eric ar Eric! finally u dun like me liao! after so much of sufering you finally wanna to give up on me liao! so i see theres no point for me to continue loving you! after wad samy told me! i finally made up my mind that i face this blardy facts that i mus get over you! HoHo! since you so fast able to change ur heart and ur love n ur mind and like other gurl! den may it be! i dun care so much liao! no point everyday grief for you. you will nv know how the blardy hell i feel. i had enuff of this pathetic nonsence liaoz. give me a damn break! we are THROUGH! got it? i dunno how u feel if u read tis post! but hor i bet u mus be on cloud nine de! cos finally a persistant gurl like me gave up on u liao! anyway u will never know how i feel de! haix!! if you think i am that kind of person den forget it lah. haix! i know! she is the best gurl u ever met! she gave ur warmth n happiness and wad about me?! im jus a SMALL KIDDO WITH CHILDISH THINKING! i dun give u freedom and shit! so find ur dream gurl! i guess we will be fren only after a moment! when you u JP u saw me i will xpect no greeting from you! so maybe that how u treat me liaoz! and for Chris Sake, dun treat me like a junk! if u really wan to show me attitude or wad shit lehx, jus tell me straight in face and i will jus walk off n we ge zhou ge de lu! i dun wan to have such a fren like you lor! i better lose one den having you giving me attitude. it hurt okay?! i saying this cos i still care for you! but i guess after you finish reading this. i wont give a blardy damn about you anymore and wont wanna to know wad the blardy iz happening around liaoz.

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Eric Wong! im damn utterly dissapointed with you!!! kaoxz!!! haiz! gez, seeing u is like seeing my old self. am i really that =.= in the past? gawd. i mus be!!! ahhh!!! i can forget you but i jus cant stand the fact that YOU LIKE CHOCOLATE GER!!!~~ dammit!!! y am i always so stubborn! hurmph!!!!

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Eric ar, never know that you so fast will like other gurl liao. kaoz. i starting to find that guys are real bastard. =.=
changing stead like tissue. gawd. what the blardy is this world coming to? everyone is becoming the slave of love. aw. haix!!! wish you well with her bahx! i need time to forget about the memories between us. Bless you and her.

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^^ eric once sent me this an jing thingy. when we both r still stead, we love to say things about "you are my jin gu" and break liaoz jiu will say "ive lose my jin gu" now come to tink of it. itz really so dramatic! lol!!
so coincidence, i saw this again. but this time is not a video, itz jus a conversation. i find it very nice and meaningful as An Jing by Jay Chou Jie Lun is my top hit favourite song. and plus the story line in it is damn good. so i decided to post it. the webbie for the video and jus the story conversation.

*Note*
>> The conversation is in english whereas the video is chinese itself.
>> This story is put in both video and word based. For non chinese, you can jus read the story below. For those who are interested in the video, can visit the link given below. Please N-Joy.
>> Hopefully this romantic story will pass around to everyone and always remind ourself that Love is the most wonderful thing that can happen once you step into this world despite saddness, it play a big roles in everybody life.

Webbie :

http://card3.silversand.net/diy/image/090666.swf




Love Story


A girl in love asked her boyfriend...

girl(g): Tell me... who do you love most in this world?

boy (b): You, of course!

g: In your heart, what am I to you?

The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said,"You are my rib."

b: In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart.

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a long while. However, the youthful couple, due to busy schedule of modern life, the never ending worries of daily problems, began to drift apart and their life became mundane... All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other... The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated...

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house... At the opposite side of the road, she shouted,"You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted,"Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while... He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back... With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up. Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go...", she continued,"It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..."

Five years have since gone by... He had never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly... She had left the country and back... She had married a foreigner and divorced... He felt anguished that she never waited for him... In one dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart... He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her...

One day, they finally met... at the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes... He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them... She smiled at him gently...

b: How are you?

g: I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib?

b: No. g: I'm be flying to New York in the next flight.

b: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number... nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good- bye... Good-bye... is it forever not meeting each other again? One week later, he heard of her death... She had perished in New York... in the event that shocked the world... Midnight... Once again, he lit his cigarette... And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart... He finally knew, she was his missing rib that he had carelessly broken... > People are like stained-glass windows, They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within...

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Yellow
You should be wearing the colour....Yellow! Yellow
is known to be the first colour the human eye
catches. You are a person who is full of
dreams, and large ambitions, so if you want to
get noticed, wear yellow!


What colour should you be wearing?
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although yellow is a very catchy colour hor... but to be honest hor..
my wardrobe only got one yellow OP shirt. at first i love it alot hor
but after i slim down abit liaoz hor.. find it too big so dun really wanna wear it liao.
=.= it cos me 35 dollar for Chris Sake!

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smile
Your sign of frustration is....Well, nothing. You
never get frustrated, which is very odd.
Nothing bothers you, and you act very sensible
when you are faced with a problem. Remember
though, that it is alright to get frustrated on
certain occasions, for it is only natural.


What sign of frustration are you?
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cara
You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself,
and help others feel the same way about
themselves. You are generally friendly to
everyone, and believe in second chances.


Which kind of candy are you?
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sImplE sHort sWeet sTory.

-*-*-*-*
A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding
through the night.
They loved each other a lot..
Girl:" slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please... it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.."
The girl gave him a big hug.
Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on?
It's uncomfortable and it's bothering me while I
drive."
The next day, there was a story in the
newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a
building because its brakes were broken.
There were two people on the motorcycle, of
which one died, and the other had survived...
The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He
didn't want to let the girl know, because he
knew that the girl would have gotten scared.
Instead, he was told the last time that she
loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on
her so that she can live, and die himself...
Once in awhile, Right in the middle of an
ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale..
-*-*-*-*
If write something liddat to eng teacher hor, teacher sure give full mark de unless out of topic lahx!
so simple so sweet so short yet so touching and wei da!! ~~~
love is always full of surprise. ^^

see see?! fairy tale does exist! and!! fairy tale is jus like fantasy! a place where u wont get hurtz! so its still better place den in REALITY!

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hOhO!! finally ive read something goodie!! ^^

Haix... quite true quite true.

-*-* -*- -*-* -*-* *- *- - *- ** - *-- *-
1. When a girl says she's sad, but she
isn't crying, it means she's crying in her
heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done
something wrong, it's best to give her a tight
hug no matter how she struggles away. no matter
whether she's crying or not. just a tight hug
she cant escape from.

3. never tell the girl what you REALLY like
about your "crush" on another girl just to get
her jealous, it'll only give her the impression
that your not interested. and its pissing at
that.

4. A girl can't find anything to hate about the
guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for
her to 'get over him'after the relationship's
over.) but honestly, she cant find anything to
like about the guy too.(which is why she will
only notice it when he's gone)

5. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on
her mind, even though she flirts with other
guys.

6. When the guy she likes smiles and stares
deep into her eyes, she will melt. well,
actually, her face will burn.

7. If you really like a girl, dont tell her. she
will know. but be sure to make the first move
when u get the signal. *noT vEry tRue lOhx*

8. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually
is not sure how to react to them.

9. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very
often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes
her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go
easy on the smiles and stare ok?

10. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break
it to her gently.

11. If a girl starts avoiding you after you
reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you
still treat her as a friend, talk to her. you
have to talk to her. or she'll hate you i bet.

12. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel.
Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways
of expressing themselves (which explains why
most girls like writing journals).

13. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any
way.

14. Girls might sound uninterested when you ask
her to be your girlfriend, it's their way of
playing hard to get, she doesn't want to seem
too available.So don't give up.

15. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

16. When the guy she likes calls her for the
first time, the girl may act uninterested during
the call. But as soon as the phone is back on
the hook, she will whoop with joy and
immediately start telephoning her friends to
spread the news.

17. A smile means a lot to a girl.

18. If you like a girl, try making friends with
her first. Let her get to know you.

19. If a girl says she can't go out with you,
leave.

20. But if she still calls you or expect a call
from you, stay.

21. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask
her.

22. Hearing the words "I love you" is security
in knowing the girl has ur heart.

23. After a girl falls in love with a guy,
she'll wonder why she never noticed him
before.

24. If you need tips on how to flirt with a
girl,read romance stories.

25. When class pictures come out, a girl
would first check who is standing next to her
crush before actually looking at herself.

26. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her
memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her
heart.

27. Girls love having fun!

28. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

29. A girl's best friends usually know best
what she is feeling and going through.

30. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to
them just to get close to their 'prettier'
friend.

31. Most girls would wait for the guys to make
the first 'move', so guys DON'T hold back.

32.Love means devotion, caring and happiness to
a girl, in that order.

33.Some girls care about looks, some care
about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will
love and care for them.

34.Girls want nothing more than to feel loved

35.never ignore her. or scold her.IF U DO, GO
TO HELL CUZ U R A JERK.

-*-*

geex... who da hell intepret this? is she or he a psy?
MOST of the points up there really says out wad a gurl feels.
and also wad i feels. lol.
gawd. it really xpress wad gurls are thinking!
-*- waiting for love!! -*-

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-*^- what is love -^*-

A group of professional people posed this
question to a group of 4 to 8-year-olds: What
does love mean?" The answers they got were
broader and deeper than anyone could have
imagined. See what you think:
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"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't
bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my
grandfather does it
for her all the time, even when his hands got
arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your
name is different. You know that your name is
safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy
puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell
each other." Karl - age 5

Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody
most of your French fries without making them
give you any of theirs."
Chrissy, age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy
and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to
make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas
if you stop opening presents and listen, Bobby -
age 5

"If you want to learn to love better, you should
start with a friend whom you hate." Nikka - age 6

"There are two kinds of love. Our love. God's
love. But God makes both kinds of them." Jenny -
age 4

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt,
then he wears it everyday." Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old
man who are still friends even after they know
each other so well." Tommy - age 6

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't
see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - Age 5

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of
chicken." Elaine -age 5

"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty
and still says he is handsomer than Robert
Redford." Chris - age 8

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even
after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age
4

"I know my older sister loves me because she
gives me all her old clothes and has to go out
and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom
says she only picks on me because she loves me.
So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."
Bethany - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and
down and little stars come out of you." Karen -
age 7

"Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and
she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you
mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a
lot. People forget," Jessica, age 8



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Another Love Story.
I think i can publish a Love Story Book liaoz. -.-

The story start wif a guy,
name Paul
and a girl
named Ella..

Both of were still students but had already
started to 'fall in love'.. in another words,
go
steady.. In one of the days during their June
holidays which they have been waiting for, they
met each other at a basketball court..
Coincidentally, they started playing a match
wif each other.. they had fun..

As Ella knew one of the frens of Paul, she
asked for Paul's number.. At tat time, Paul didn't
want to fall in love again, after getting so much
hurt from the previous one.. Sadly, tat fren of Paul
didn't give her the number..

As days went by, the holidays ended.. They met
each other at another basketball near Ella's
skool.. Day went by and Ella borrowed Paul's hp
and missed call her own hp to get his number..

Tat very nite, she smsed Paul.. They chatted
and had fun.. Till one day, Ella expressed her love
for Paul.. Paul loved her much too.. after
thinking 4 a long time, Paul thinks tat he and
Ella would last, thus, asked her if she would
be his partner.. Obviously, she agreed..

They went steady for one and a half short
mths.. Ella ended the relationship.. with her parents
not allowing her to go steady as a reason.. who on
earth would accept tat lame reason? but Paul,
like many other love victims, had no choice but to
let go..

Years past and another fell in love wif Paul..
She was Mary.. Paul and Ella didn't contact for a very
long time.. Paul still loved Ella very much..
but nvr had a chance to tell her.. one day, along a
street, Paul was wif Mary.. Paul saw a familiar
figure across the road.. guess who was tat? it
was Ella.. Paul ran across the road, without
noticing a truck coming.. BANG!! everyone near
him crowded around tat area.. Mary screamed as she
rushed to Paul.. Ella joined in the crowd.. She
remembered the face, one who loved her so much
in the past.. Next to him, was Mary.. He wasn't
dead.. 'dun give up.. say my name, 100 times,
1000 time, a million times.. u're gonna say it till
u can finish a million b4 u can stop!!' Mary
said to Paul.. with tears in her eyes.. Everyone
thought Mary was Paul's gerl.. Standing at one side,
alone, was a gerl crying.. tat was Ella who
regretted breaking up wif Paul, after recalling
how nice Paul treated her in the past..

Paul was sent to the Hospital..Mary and Ella
were there.. Praying hard.. An operation was carried
out.. Paul didn't survive.. The Doctor came
out, shaking his head.. Sighed.. He too, thought tat
Mary was Paul's gerlfren, thus approached her
for an apology for not being able to revive
Paul..
He said to Mary: "Miss Ella.. your boyfren didn't
survive.. he gave himself up after calling your
name 157 times.. im sorry.."

The Doctor has actually mistook Mary for Ella..
Paul was calling out for Ella.. Ella cried in a
corner.. She knew why he had stopped at 157..
tat was the day she broke wif him..(15/7)she, who
ended the relationship which Paul treasured so
much, has in turn, ended Paul's life..

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY.. NVR LEAVE TAT
PERSON.. U'LL NVR NOE WHEN U'LL NEED HIM/HER
BACK
IN YOUR LIFE AGAIN..TREASURE YOUR LOVED
ONES..YOU'LL NVR NOE IF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WIF
YOUR PARTNER WOULD ACTUALLY MEAN A LIFE TO HIM..

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Oh well... i tink this one is much more realistic den the previous one.
coz i have encounter this case before.
one eric and rui. -.- but the situation not that bad n curel like this.
Eric ar eric.... i know i lose you liaoz.. i might be like Paul (choy)
but mus treasure chocolate gurl or rather the gurl u like now. okay?
oh well, i mus say one thing.

That ella is like me! :p
still remembered that that's how i get eric's number.
use his hp n missed call my hp.
Hor? ehx.. sorry.. dun mean to mention past.
oh well, let it be!

Dear Jesus, please allow Paul to enter your paradise and may him to be happy there.
shower him with your great love and care and cure his love sick too. Amen.

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Love Story
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a story bout 2 love birds...
david and mary...
loved each other so much...
david used to be a playboy...
when he was with mary...
he decided to turn over a new lve...
as soon as they got together...
david forgot his promises he made to himself...
on a bright saturday, they met...
david asked her to join him wif his friends hang
out...
but she refused as she promised her friend to go
for a party...
the did not meet the next day...
monday...
they planned to meet but mary did not come...
he went looking for her...
tears started rolling down his cheeks...
mary was in the arms of another guy...
did he appoach them?
no...
wad?
no?
yup, dats ryte...
i said no...
still wondering why?
because he saw her happy smile in that guys'
arm...
if dat made her happy...
then all he wanted was juz seeing her happy...
as he turned to walk...
mary caught a glimpse of david...
she pushed the guy and ran for david...
she noticed david was struggling...
wads wrong?
when she reached him, he was facing his back to
her... she called out davids name...

david...
i am so sorry...
i really love you...

i dun mind...
if being wif him makes you happy...
den let it be...
i juz wanna see you happy...

but...
david!
why is your hand bleeding?
(she went in front of him)
david! wad happened?

(blood were oozing out of his eyes)

mary... can you help me?
juz call an ambulance for me...
i decided to stop myself from having the gift of
sight...
maybe the last thing i ever got to saw was ur
happy face...
dat made me happy...
i juz wish to keep that sight forever...

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the best thing on earth... is to see someone you love to be happy
but seriously, can everyone do that?
Nope. Man are too selfish to let go of anything.
But, love wins everything. all you need is TIME.
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muanch jus called me... and we spend 15 mins toking abt boyfriend thing. haix. so lame!!!

-*- conversation with my lao po .. =- MANJEETA DEVI =-= -*-

*Manjeeta : cheer up gurl!
*Xuan : how to cheer up sia??
*Manjeeta : can one lahx. jus dun keep think about him.
*Xuan : haix... i miss my EX boyfirend...
*Manjeeta : Yeah.. mE too...
*Xuan : eric... sobx lol
*Manjeeta : stop your Eric thingy will you?
*Xuan : i jus miss him. gawd. its really sick man!
*Manjeeta : cheer up! dun need to grief on him. love is only part of your life.
*Xuan : huh.... haix.. nvm lahx.. thankz anyway.

-*-*- hang up phone -*-*-

haiz!! love is only part of your life... really ar... haiz... damn eric. getta outta my headda!!! zzz
ehx.. i tink im running a fever... haix...

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=.= woke up at 2 am and check me hp too see if the stupid sam called. - nope - went back to sleep again. =.=

have a fun + exciting + cute + sick dreamz.

gawd. i was a psycho. -.-

i dream of lots of funny stuff.

i was stuck in so called a "palace"

lots of people were there too.

den in the middle of no where

a blardy huge bird flew past me.

it nearly killed me -.-

den dunno wad happen.... suddenly, i learnt that i was a shaman or rather a ghostbuster.

thats stupid. -.- worst dream i ever had.

i gotta use torchlight n kill them.

oh well.. itz not realli a torchlight. it has different ability.

and gawd dammit! all the torchlight look the same despite their diferent ability.

ive gotta memorize everything. and suprisingly! i can. geex.... like i say, it wad a stupid dream.

den i try out 2 of it.... one torch can summon lots of ghost truck den crash the bird.

the other one is casting a dunno wad thing and shoo the birdie away.

blah blah blah.... in the end.

victory. -.-

den i was like out of the dream.

i saw 3 tombstones.

gawd. it look very grand to me.

people out there doesnt seem really sobbing but much more like they were celebrating.

geez... they mus be sick in their mind pervertic in their heart.

where got ppl die liao still celebrating one. sicko. =.=

first small tombstone = ---- Prince Charles

second tombstone = ----- Prince ERIC

thrid tombstone = ----- Prince William

what the blardy damn wad that. Prince William ?! huh?????!!

i was like what the? haix. better dun let the american know it.

i mean itz a dream!! thers not SIN in it!!! -.- corrupted. lol

haix... how come got prince eric de? i tink eric until too much that wanna him dead ar.

its ... outrageous. -.- haix. who cares? its jus a dream.

and oh.. they died cos they killed the blardy bird. and they becomes the HERO.

ehx? i tot its was ME who killed the bird?

... tis is sick... haix... lame dream...

dun wan to dream abt it liaox. -.- stupid


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a vEry tOuchIng sToRy... soBx sObx >.<

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There was once this guy who is very
much in love with his girl...
This ROMANTIC GUY folded 1,000 pieces of paper
cranes as a gift to his girl...
Although, at that time he was just a small fry
in
his company, his future doesn't seemed too
bright,
they were very happy together..
Until one day,


his girl told him she was going to
Paris and will never come back.
She also told him that
she couldn't visualize
any future for the both of them,
so they went their own ways there and then...
Heartbroken, the guy agreed.
But when he regains his confidence,
he worked hard day and night,
slogging his body and mind
just to make something out of him....
Finally with all these hard work and the help of
friends,
this guy had set up his own company!
You never fail until you stop trying.

One rainy day,
while this guy was driving,
he saw an elderly couple sharing an
umbrella the rain walking to some destination.
Even with the umbrella,
they were still drenched.
It didn't take him long to realize
those were his girl's parents...
With a heart in getting back at them,
he drove slowly beside the couple,
wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan...
He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same
anymore;
he had his own company, car, condo, etc.
He made it!

Before the guy can realize,
the couple was walking towards a cemetery,
and he got out of his car and followed...
and he saw his girl,
a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at
him from her tombstone
and he saw his paper cranes beside her...
Her parents saw him.
He asks them why had this happened.
They explained,
she did not leave for France at all...
She was ill with cancer...
She had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want to be his obstacle!!...
therefore she had chosen to leave him.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way
you
want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they
have.
She had wanted her parents to put his
paper cranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him
to
her again...
he can take some of those back with him..

Once you have loved,
you will always love...
For what's in your mind may escape
but what's in your heart will remain forever...
The guy just wept...
The worst way to miss someone
is to be sitting right beside them
knowing you can't have them.....
hope you would understand...
Find time to realize
That there is one person
who means so much to you,
for you might wake up one morning
losing that person
whom you thought meant nothing to you...

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hAix... sO gan dOng... will suchx thing ever happen to me?
aww... -.- i tink im too lost in love. lol

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